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Beloved

by Ant St.

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1.
Prisma 00:58
2.
4 Soft Walls 02:45
You were made up by my imagination Out of pretty seashells I've found washed up on a Sandy shore that thought me patience. Long years of anticipation Caused my eyes to see you as this great sensation, Riddance of my isolation. Guess I knew from the start, We both' ve been playing a part, But who's been playing along to, Another's hideous plan With no clear end goal. Can we go one more time From the top? Let's admit We were wrong All along. I shouldn't have put you in a box, Perhaps you were too curious. Guess we both knew from the start, We've been taking a part In a beautiful art of Gently breaking a heart. Feels like getting the calls From two great opposite poles, Pushing and pulling the force Between these 4 soft walls. (4 soft walls)
3.
I won't be your friend, I won't be your foe, Please, tell me what are you doing this for. I won't be your foe, I won't be your friend, And I'll go without you If not to the end, Than as far as I can get . Well, you think that it's false, You really want to get close, But I already said that the Door has been closed. You wanna stay beside, But I won't be so kind And yes I remember that wonderful night. You want, You want and I don't, I don't.. I know you had some suspicion, But that wasn't my mission, And still I hoped that I would Get your permission. And would you refuse me, I'm not even sure, 'Couse you haven't let someone so Closely before, Now I'm gonna keep you away. How did you figure you can run away From your own fate without facing decay? Deep in your greeth lays the answer you seek, Come on free. You want, You want and I don't, I don't, Don't want what you do, So ,please, Admit that its true, Let me pass through. I never knew that you wanted me back, After you buried me in the ground And I don't wanna play with you now Fool around. I never wanted to carry this rock All the way up the hill, But still.. Still I hoped.. I hoped that I.. That I loved you for real
4.
Again 01:25
Inhale Her sense Intense Insane Again I fall into your arms, Your charm has me unarmed, Old memory of harm Turns into gifts I guard, No, we won't go again
5.
Interior 03:02
I invite you, Please, come in, But do not be frightened, Stranger That what you will see Might make you sick. Beware, there're Curtains waved of spider's silk, Rivers and lakes of spoiled milk. Upon your face I read disgust, So let me ask: What use is order if it doesn't last On It's own? Every mess that I see Is a fight that hasn't happened 'Couse I look at it cowardly And see my peaceful habitat. And, to be Frank, it makes me sick To see myself dissolve in it This knowledge burns ne to the core.. The pain is bearable tho.. The pain of letting old me go. Guess, from what's left I'll be reborn. I'm ascending Promptly From underneath the Dungeon floor Past the clutter Straight into the world! There's Endless Value To this treasure That I've found Gotta share it with the people All around But, when in condescended from my Ever bleak and dismal castle They cried: "Get out of here, you freak!" And I thought: "What a puzzle." Although I act, I'm sure, With purest, heavensent intent, Old, rotten shell emits the smell of hell (Oooooh)
6.
Be Gone 03:48
Fulminant blink She disappears The wind is taking me View from the sides And from above They beam me up and away Down the familiar lane Another world No recollection Time slowing down in pace of Fabling clock What have I seen I can't remember Views all erased cannot recall My body running through the past Well Quickly up, through the past You're flying Why so cold, hands have lost Control In that world, you’re completely Blind In this gloom we can see Through walls If it attracts me? Why does it hurt so bad? Does it allure me? Again i'm here, have I gone mad? Two different worlds, one broken mind They're not connected with the wires I wish, one day, it could be gone Completely stucked under my skin, This round's a draw But it is inviting In here it's easy Oh, it's so tempting
7.
New Chapter 03:43
Dark circles, tired eyes. Nerves - frail ice. Unwanted move and everything will crash. And no one's gonna come and sort you out for pity's sake. If that's what's keeping you awake Then It will only take a minute 'cause Now you can see the end Or something like that Now you can reach the top Anything you want In this ruthless world Your hand should be cold It's the final line Before new chapter of your life It was a time, your people were in fear Than rain of tears came down and washed it clear And after all you finally are free And nothing'll ever come between The future and today. It doesn't matter what they say. Nooo It doesn't matter 'cause Now you can see the end Or something like that Now you can reach the top Whatever the hell you want In this ruthless world Your hand should be cold It's the final line Before new chapter of your lifeee
8.
Prism 02:43
Not now, But maybe later You'll get What you're looking for And then Maybe someone You were dreaming of Will come And bring new colors To this black and white movie So you can truly see Not now, But maybe later. Not here, But maybe somewhere, Far away, Where you could've born Something So native Is waiting for you to come And bring your bright side To light up Someone's long gone out Soul Not here, But maybe somewhere. If not you, But maybe someone

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released December 27, 2021

Cover photo by Stephanie Zapolska (www.stephaniezapolska.com)

Graphic Identity by Vlada (@vladashishlova.dsgn, Instagram)

Written and performed by Ant St.

Nikita Schoollack - vocals, guitar, lyrics
Aleksandrs Dubovskis -keyboard, lyrics
Kirils Grickevics - bass guitar
Toms Georgs Salkovs - drums, lyrics

Produced by Toms Georgs Salkovs (tom.george.salkov@gmail.com)

Mixed by Eemeli Siekkinen at Smallboy Production (productionsmallboy@gmail.com)

Mastered by Teemu Kinnunen at MojoLab (teemu.kinnunen@mojolab.fi)

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